In the meantime, here are the first four chapters from Book 1, Pure:
Chapter 1.
I leaned my forehead against the dark window, welcoming the
feel of the cool glass against my feverish skin.
I could
feel the night calling to me, though I didn't exactly know what I meant by
that. It had been happening more often
lately—it was a strange tugging on my mind.
Something
was pulling me out into the dark.
In an
unguarded moment, GM, my grandmother, had told me that my mother had had
visions. The way the night called to
me, I wondered if this feeling was the beginning of a vision. I wished I could talk to my mother. I'd been wishing for that more and more
often lately.
I turned
away from the window and picked up the picture that sat next to my bed. In the picture, a man with curly brown hair
and a pale, blond woman smiled as they kneeled on either side of a laughing,
fair-haired girl of five. The
inscription on the back was hidden by the frame, but I knew well what it
said. In GM's busy scrawl were the words
Daniel, Katie, Nadya.
My father,
me, my mother.
Though the
memories were faint, I did remember those early days in Russia. I remembered the big apple tree and the
roses that grew at our house. I
remembered playing with my red-haired cousin, Odette.
I
remembered, too, the day GM had taken the picture. Little had she known then that her son-in-law and her daughter
would be dead soon afterward.
My father
had died first in an accident in the mountains. My mother died just a few weeks later of a fever. GM had moved us to the United States shortly
after that. We'd been here for eleven
years now, and my old life was beyond my reach for good.
I set the
picture down.
The
darkness continued to call to me, and I tried to force my mind back to
reality—back to what was normal and safe and unrelated to the unknown out in
the dark.
I thought
of school—and my friends—but even as I did so, I felt a sudden, sharp tug on my
mind, and I was seized by an irrational desire to run out into the night—and to
keep running until I found the source of the summons.
I closed my
eyes and willed the feeling away.
After a
moment, the night calling began to subside.
I concentrated harder, pushing it further away from me. In another few minutes, the feeling was gone
entirely. Relief flooded through me.
I was free.
I climbed
into bed and turned out the light.
I was just
drifting off to sleep when I was jolted wide-awake by the sound of a car
tearing down our street. The car
screeched to a halt somewhere below my window, and then turned sharply into our
driveway.
I sat
up. I heard the muffled slam of two car
doors outside, and I heard GM, who usually kept late hours, hurrying toward the
door.
I got out
of bed and fumbled in the dark to find a robe.
I was puzzled—who could possibly have come to see us in the middle of
the night?
As I
hurried out of my room, I heard a heavy pounding on the front door, followed by
a woman's cry.
"GM! GM Rost!
Annushka! Open the door!"
I
froze. Only GM's oldest friends called
her Annushka—and there were precious few of those.
I heard GM
quickly unbolt the door and open it.
"Galina!"
GM shouted in shock. Her voice rose
even higher. "Aleksandr? Is that you, Aleksandr? How tall you are! I scarcely would have recognized you."
I wished I
could see who was at the door, but I knew that if I went downstairs, GM would
just order me back to my room. GM
clearly recognized her visitors, and they were clearly people she had known
back in Russia.
And GM
never allowed me to get involved in anything that had to do with the past.
I crept to
the top of the stairs but remained in the shadows—the better to hear without
being seen.
"Annushka!"
Galina cried. She had a heavy Russian
accent—much heavier than GM's.
"Annushka! I had scarcely
allowed myself to believe that we'd actually found you! Oh, Annushka! After all these years!"
"Hush,
Galina, hush," GM hissed.
"You'll wake my granddaughter.
Come in. Quickly, now."
I could
hear the clack of a woman's footsteps in the hall, followed by a man's heavier
tread. The door was closed and the bolt
reset.
GM led her
visitors down the hall to the kitchen.
I tiptoed
down the stairs and sat on the bottom step.
I wouldn't be able to see into the kitchen from my perch without leaning
over the banister, but I knew from experience that I would be able to hear.
GM's voice
floated down the hall to me.
"Since you're here, Galina," she said, "you and Aleksandr
may as well have a seat."
I heard
chairs scraping on the kitchen floor.
"You're
not entirely happy to see us, are you, Annushka?" Galina asked.
"I am
happy to see you," GM said stiffly.
"I am not happy about what it is that you bring with you."
"And
what is that?" Galina asked sharply.
"Superstition,"
GM said wearily. "I have a feeling
that this conversation is going to be difficult. However, we may as well try to be civilized. May I offer you both a cup of tea?"
"Yes,
thank you, Annushka," Galina said.
I heard
water running as a kettle was filled.
A moment
later, I heard GM sit down at the table again.
"I suppose you have a good reason for storming my house in the
middle of the night?"
"Annushka,
we need your help," Galina said urgently.
"Then
why didn't you just call?" GM asked angrily. "Why fly all the way here from Russia? You did come from Russia, didn't you?"
"Yes,
we did."
GM
snorted. "Ridiculous. Again, I say, why didn't you just
call?"
I figured
that everyone in the kitchen was too absorbed in the conversation to notice me,
so I risked a look over the banister.
GM was sitting with her back to me, and I could see that she had pulled
her long silver hair into a ponytail that flowed like silk down her back. She was resting her elbows on the kitchen
table as she regarded her visitors.
Facing GM
was a woman who was young enough to be her daughter. She was blond, and she wore a nondescript beige coat with
brightly colored mittens. Next to her
was a young man who seemed to be in his early twenties. He was wearing an olive-green military-style
coat, and his hair was an odd shade of brown—sort of a cinnamon color. There was a strong family resemblance
between the two of them. I guessed that
Galina and Aleksandr were mother and son.
Aleksandr
must have felt my eyes on him, for he transferred his gaze from GM to me.
I felt a
flash of panic as Aleksandr's eyes met mine, and for just an instant, a feeling
of strangeness—something wildly foreign—washed over me. I quickly pulled my head back behind the
banister.
I froze,
waiting to hear if Aleksandr would tell GM that he had seen me.
But
Aleksandr did not say a word, and silence settled on the kitchen. I figured my reaction to his gaze had simply
been nerves. I relaxed.
"Why
didn't I just call you?" Galina said at last, breaking the silence. "I feared you would not listen. I feared you would hang up on me. Was I wrong about that?"
GM did not
reply.
"I
tried to keep in contact with you," Galina said mournfully. "You didn't answer any of my letters or
phone calls."
"I
didn't answer you," GM said, "because you wanted to involve my
granddaughter in your nonsense. You
wanted to make her believe that nightmares are real."
"I
wanted to teach her," Galina replied angrily.
"So
that's what this is all about then?" GM asked, equally angry. "You, in your great wisdom, have decided
that the time has come for you to drag my granddaughter into your world of
darkness and ignorance?"
"I did
not choose the time, Annushka," Galina said. "It was chosen for me.
I feared something like this would happen, and if I'd been working with
Ekaterina all the time, maybe we could have prevented this."
I was
startled to hear Galina call me by my Russian name—no one ever did that—it was
almost as if the name weren't even mine.
To my family I had always been Katie—my English father had been responsible
for that.
"I
don't want to hear your nonsense, Galina," GM said curtly.
"Annushka,
you have to listen!" Galina cried.
"He's free! You know
whom I mean—"
"You
will not speak that name in my house!" GM shouted.
Just then
the kettle began to whistle, and I jumped.
I heard GM
get up, and the whistling soon stopped.
There were other noises as GM clattered around, getting the tea ready.
No one
spoke.
"I am
sorry," Galina said softly, after some time had passed.
I heard
GM's chair scrape as she sat down again.
"I
will not discuss this if it upsets you," Galina added.
"You
don't believe in the supernatural, do you, Mrs. Rost?" Aleksandr asked.
GM
snorted. "The mischievous spirits
and the vampires? No, I do not. Those are just stories designed to scare
people—tales about the supernatural are nothing more than a way to spread
fear."
"They
aren't all mischievous spirits," Aleksandr said lightly. "They say the Leshi, for example, is
actually quite a good fellow. Though
you make an excellent point about fear—there are darker things than vampires in
Krov."
"You
are too young to believe in such foolishness," GM said. "Why can't any of you from the old
village have a normal conversation?
Look at me. I started over
here. I lead a normal life now. Can't you do the same?"
"I
heard you are a graphic designer now," Galina said.
"Yes,
I am," GM replied.
"I
don't even know what that is," Galina said—there was a note of wistfulness
in her voice.
"There's
so much that you miss," GM replied in a rush. "How are you doing, Galina?
How are you really? Are you
happy? You know that in my heart I miss
you. And don't you want good things for
your son? How about you,
Aleksandr? How are you?"
"Still
unmarried. Ask my mother,"
Aleksandr said in amusement.
"Shut
your mouth, Aleksandr," Galina snapped, her tone unexpectedly sharp. "Don't be a fool."
"Galina,
why don't the two of you move somewhere else?" GM asked.
"We
can't leave—"
GM broke in
hurriedly. "I don't mean leave
Russia. I mean leave the village—leave
tiny little Krov. Move to Moscow. Or another big city. Russia is such a beautiful country. You don't have to stay in that dark, tiny
corner of it. Move some place where
there is life—where there are new things."
"Though
you will not admit it," Galina said, "you know why I can't
leave."
Silence
settled on the kitchen once again.
"Annushka,
there are lights on at the Mstislav mansion," Galina said after a time,
her voice low and edged with fear.
"The house has been deserted for a long time. You know when that house was last
occupied—it was eleven years ago."
"Perhaps
his son has decided to take over the place," GM said evenly. "It would be nice for someone to sweep
out the cobwebs. It was a grand old
mansion, and it should be restored to its former beauty. The house itself certainly never did
anything wrong."
"They
opened the old airfield two weeks ago and began fitting up a plane,"
Galina said quickly. "That's what
made us decide to come here."
GM was
unimpressed. "So? It would be nice for everyone in the area to
have a proper airfield. It might
encourage good things."
"Annushka,"
Galina said urgently, "his house is lit up again. And it was his plane they were
working on. You know the one I mean—he
bought it when he first amassed his fortune."
"I saw
his plane myself," Aleksandr interjected.
"I believe he reached the U.S. ahead of us. It took us time to get our travel documents
in order."
"Quiet,
Aleksandr!" Galina snapped.
"Annushka, please. It's him. He is free. And he will seek out—"
"Galina,
I warned you not to bring this up."
GM's voice was sharp.
"Annushka!"
Galina cried despairingly.
"He's
dead, Galina," GM said sternly.
"Enough!"
"He's
returned!" Galina cried.
"Nonsense!"
GM replied angrily.
"Annushka! How can you say that? He killed your daughter!"
A chair
scraped back violently.
"Superstition
killed my daughter!" GM shouted.
"Annushka! You must listen!" Galina wailed.
"Get
out of my house!" GM cried.
I heard
porcelain shattering against a wall, and two more chairs scraped back.
I jumped to
my feet.
I watched
in shock as Galina and Aleksandr ran down the hall to the front door. GM came running after them.
Galina
fumbled with the locks, and then she and Aleksandr escaped out into the night. GM ran after them.
I quickly
followed.
The cold
night air cut through my thin nightclothes as I hurried down the concrete
driveway in front of the house.
GM was
standing in the middle of the driveway, breathing hard. Strands of silver had worked their way free
of her ponytail and settled in scattered array around her head, glinting softly
in the moonlight.
Galina and
Aleksandr jumped into a car that sat just behind GM's own. The engine roared to life, and the car took
off, tires screeching.
I watched
the car's red taillights disappear into the night, and then I glanced over at
GM—I had never seen her so angry.
"GM,
what's going on?" I asked.
GM whirled
around. She stared hard at me for a
moment and then looked down at the silver cross she always wore. She wrapped her fingers around it and
gripped it tightly.
"I'm
sorry," GM said quietly. "I
wanted to spare you all of that. I
never should have let them in."
"Are
you all right?" I asked. "Who
were those people? Why did the
woman—Galina?—why did she say a man killed my mother? I thought she died of a fever."
Anger
blazed in GM's eyes. "Your mother did
die of a fever. Galina doesn't know
what she's talking about."
GM's
expression softened as she continued to look at me. "Come back into the house, Katie. It's too cold out here."
GM put her
arm around my shoulders and guided me back toward the gold rectangle of light
that streamed out of the still-open door.
I stopped
suddenly. I'd thought for just a moment
that I had seen a tall figure standing in the shadows near the house. I blinked and looked again.
The figure
was gone.
"Is
something wrong?" GM asked, looking around as if she feared that Galina
and Aleksandr had returned.
"No,
it's nothing. I thought I saw
something, but it's gone now."
GM steered
me firmly into the house and shut and locked the door. Then she guided me into the kitchen. "How about a hot drink?"
I looked
around the room. Three of the kitchen
chairs were standing awkwardly askew.
On the kitchen table were two of GM's blue-and-white china cups. One of the cups lay on its side, its
contents spilled on the table—a brown puddle on the white surface. I could see shards of a third cup littering
the floor, and a brown stain ran down the far wall.
"GM,
did you throw a cup of tea at those people?" I asked.
GM simply
made a derisive sound and waved her hand.
Then she went over and kneeled down to examine the broken teacup. I knew that GM was very fond of that tea
set, and she wasn't the type to lose her temper easily.
"GM,
what made you so angry?" I asked.
GM ignored
my question. "It occurs to me now
that it was a bad idea to bring you in here.
I'm sorry you had to see this."
She
straightened up and calmly retied her ponytail. Then she put her hands on her hips and looked over at me.
"I
think this will all keep till morning.
Never mind about that drink now.
We've had enough excitement tonight.
It's up to bed for both of us."
"GM!"
I cried as frustration welled up within me.
"You're acting like nothing happened!"
GM gave me
a puzzled, slightly wounded look, and I felt a wave of contrition wash over
me—I wasn't used to shouting at her.
I went on
more quietly. "Why won't you
answer any of my questions?"
"I did
answer one—about your mother," GM replied, averting her eyes.
I wasn't
going to let her get away so easily.
"No, you told me something I already knew—my mother died of a
fever. You didn't tell me why anyone
would believe she'd been murdered. That
is what Galina was saying wasn't it?
That a man from your old village had killed her? And why wouldn't you allow Galina to say his
name?"
GM looked
at me, and I could see a distant flicker of pain in her eyes. I could also see that she was fighting
against it.
GM held out
her hand. "If you will go upstairs
with me, I will tell you a story. It
will help to explain."
I
hesitated. Too often, GM had distracted
me when I had asked questions like these—she had diverted my attention from the
past and sidestepped my questions without ever refusing to answer them
outright. I feared she would talk
around me again.
My
questions would evaporate the way they always did.
"Please,
Katie, come with me," GM said, her voice low and pleading. "You know the past is difficult for
me."
I resigned
myself and took GM's hand.
We went up
to my room.
GM switched
on the light. The lamp by my bed had a
faded shade with yellow sunbursts on it.
I'd kept it for years, refusing a new one when GM had wanted to
redecorate. For some reason, the old
shade reminded me of my mother.
GM smoothed
back the quilt on my bed. "Let me
tuck you in." She sounded sad and
tired.
After I had
settled under the covers, GM sat down beside me.
"I
will tell you something I have never told you before, Katie. The night your mother died—"
GM's voice
quavered and she stopped.
I watched
as GM's face worked. She was struggling
with something within. Eventually, she
overcame it, and her expression settled into composed lines.
"The
night your mother died was the worst of all—for the fever, I mean. It had raged through her body, and she had
reached a point at which she could no longer find comfort of any kind. She couldn't eat or drink; she couldn't
sleep. She couldn't even close her eyes
for more than a few moments to rest—she said closing them made the burning
behind them worse. On that last night,
she kept calling for your father, and of course, your poor father was already
gone—dead in that terrible accident. She
was crying out for him to protect you.
Even in her delirium, she knew she wouldn't last long."
GM paused
again. Her chin had begun to tremble.
I felt
tears stinging my eyes.
GM went on
in a low voice. "When I could make
her understand who I was—when I could make her understand that I was her
mother—she begged me to protect you.
She said, 'Swear to me that you will always protect Katie.' She need hardly have asked for that—the
desire to protect you had been in my heart since the day you were born. But I swore it to her then, and I swear it
to you now. On my life, I will always
protect you."
GM stared
at me steadily as she said the words, and the tears in my eyes began to sting
even more fiercely. Soon they began to
fall. No matter how hard I tried, I
couldn't hold them back.
GM put her
arms around me and pressed my head to her heart.
"After
I made my promise," GM said, her tone unsteady, "Nadya seemed to grow
calmer. She asked to see you. I brought you in, and she kissed you on the
forehead. You were sleeping and didn't
wake. Then she sang her favorite piece
of music—no words, just a hum. Do you
remember it?"
I nodded
weakly. When I was a young child, my
mother had often sung the same melody to me.
It was from a piece of music by Mussorgsky.
GM went
on. "Not long after she finished
singing, Nadya was gone. I swore to her
that I would protect you, and I have.
And I will. That's why I moved
you out of the old village. That's why
I moved you out of Russia altogether after your mother died. I had to get you as far away as I could from
people like Galina. She is a good
woman, but her thinking is trapped in the Dark Ages. She would warp your mind as she warped your mother's. She has nothing for you but superstition and
shadows."
GM
rose. She stood looking at me with
tears streaming down her face. "I
love you, Katie. Believe me when I say
there is nothing out there.
There is nothing in the dark."
She pressed
a kiss to my forehead, as she said my mother had once done, and departed.
I was left
feeling less comforted, rather than more so.
I was
grateful to hear a story about my mother, even though it was painful. But as I had feared, GM had answered none of
my questions and had actually left me with more.
Why had GM
said there was nothing in the dark?
What was
she was afraid of?
Chapter 2.
The next morning, I was awakened by the harsh, insistent
beep of my alarm. I shut it off, and
then sat up, brushing the hair away from my face. I sat still for a long moment, unable to think clearly—my dreams
were still fogging my mind. Something
had come to me in those dreams and was still clinging to me now—it was the same
strange longing that called to me every night.
For the
first time, I had felt the night calling in my sleep.
And there
was something else that was different, too.
There had been a presence—a shadowy figure in my dreams.
Someone had
invaded my mind in my sleep—I was sure of it.
But even as
the thought occurred to me, I shook my head as if to escape from it—I knew the
idea was crazy. I forced myself to
think of normal things. I had a quiz in
English today. And I would see
Simon—just being around him always helped to calm my nerves.
I got out
of bed and found myself swaying dizzily.
I was still tired after my too-eventful night, and my eyes were burning
and puffy—probably because of the crying I'd done.
I walked to
the bathroom and switched on the light.
I turned on
the tap in the sink, and letting the water run, I splashed my face several
times with cold water. I'd hoped the
water would make me feel more awake, but instead it just made me shiver—and the
water as it streamed down the drain sounded unnaturally loud.
I shut off
the water, and another, more powerful shiver ran through me. The shudder was just passing off when I was
hit suddenly by another wave of dizziness.
I feared
for a moment that I was going to black out.
I placed my
hands on either side of the sink and let my head fall forward. I took several deep, steadying breaths and
willed myself to feel normal again.
After a
moment, I felt better, and I raised my head.
I gave myself a critical look in the mirror.
My face was
a little paler than usual, but I didn't look nearly as bad as I felt. I pressed a hand to my forehead and then to
my cheek. My skin was cool to the touch
and not feverish. I was pretty sure I
wasn't ill—that was reassuring at least.
My eyes
were a little puffy, and I leaned closer to examine them. As I did so, I caught a flicker of movement
out of the corner of my eye.
I turned
quickly to look, but there was nothing behind me but a towel rack.
I figured
the flicker was just a trick played on me by my tired eyes, and I turned back
to the mirror.
As I peered
into the mirror again, I saw another flicker of movement behind me. This time the flicker grew and coalesced
into a dark shadow. I stared steadily at
the shadow—it was definitely directly behind me.
I turned
and looked over my shoulder.
Nothing was
there.
I turned
back to the mirror, and I was startled to see that the shadow was still
hovering just behind me in the glass.
I turned to
look behind me once more. As before,
nothing was there.
I turned
back to the mirror and leaned closer.
The shadow behind me remained in the mirror, and as I watched, it began
to grow in size. It grew longer and
wider, and then thicker and more substantial.
Suddenly, there was a man standing behind me. I could see him very clearly over my shoulder—black hair, blue
eyes, a handsome face set in harsh lines.
The look in
the man's eyes was dangerous.
Panicked, I
spun around.
No one was
there.
I hurried
out of the bathroom into the hall.
My first
instinct was to tell GM about what I had seen, but I quickly discarded the
idea. Did I really think I had just
seen a man standing in my bathroom? Did
I really want to tell GM that I had been hallucinating and upset her over
nothing?
I took a
deep breath and went back in.
The
bathroom was empty, of course, and I peered warily into the mirror. The man was no longer there, and the glass
reflected only my own face and the towel rack behind me. I leaned closer to the mirror, keeping my
eyes fixed on the area over my shoulder.
Several
long moments passed, and nothing strange appeared in the mirror—no shadow, no
harsh-looking man.
I
straightened up in relief—I had just been imagining things.
I quickly
showered and dressed.
As I ran
downstairs to breakfast, I could smell cinnamon and sugar, and I wondered what
was going on. GM didn't usually approve
of sweets.
When I
entered the kitchen I saw that all traces of the confrontation from the night
before had been swept away, and GM was busy buttering slices of freshly baked
bread.
I couldn't
help smiling as I realized that GM had made cinnamon raisin bread for me—it was
my favorite, but I didn't actually get to have it very often.
GM looked
up at me, and I could see anxiety flicker in her eyes. She clearly felt bad about the scene last
night and was trying to make up for it.
I was doubly glad now that I hadn't told GM about my seeing things in the
mirror—I didn't want her to feel any worse than she already did.
"Good
morning, Solnyshko," GM said.
Solnyshko was her pet name for me—a Russian endearment meaning 'little
sun.' "Did you sleep well?"
I pushed
all thoughts of my troubled night aside, and did my best to appear happy and
unconcerned.
"Yes,
thanks," I said. "How about
you?"
"I
always sleep well," she said, waving the knife she held. "It is hard to disturb a mind like
mine."
I glanced
at the cinnamon raisin bread. "Did
you make this for me?"
"Can
there be any doubt?" GM asked gruffly, pushing the plate of buttered bread
toward me. "I know how much you
like it."
"Thanks,
GM."
I got out
some milk, and we both sat down at the table.
GM cut off two slices of bread for herself, and then she began poking
raisins out of the bread with her knife.
GM had a strong aversion to raisins—she only kept them in the house for
me.
I was just
reaching for my milk glass when an image of the man from the mirror suddenly
flashed before me.
I pulled my
hand back in alarm.
GM looked
up at me. "Is something
wrong?"
"I-I—it's
nothing."
"Are
you sure?" GM asked, frowning.
"You looked frightened just now."
I took a
deep breath and tried to appear calm.
"It's
really nothing," I said. I
couldn't tell her what I'd just seen—it would only upset her.
I finished
up breakfast quickly and kissed GM on the cheek. "Thanks again."
I hurried
to pull on my coat, and then I was out the door.
It was
early October, just past my sixteenth birthday, and there was a definite chill
in the air. As I walked down the
driveway past GM's bright red sports car, the side mirror on the car caught my
eye.
Against my
better judgement, I paused and looked into the mirror.
For a
moment, nothing happened. And then a
shadow began to appear over my shoulder.
Soon the shadow began to grow more substantial, spreading out and
lengthening to reveal a man standing behind me—a man with dark hair, light
eyes, and sharply defined features.
I cried out
and spun around.
No one was
standing behind me.
I looked
back at the mirror.
The man was
gone.
I hurried away
from the car.
As I
continued on my walk to school, I ordered myself not to panic. Act normal, I told myself. Just act normal.
I forced
myself to think of the day ahead of me.
I had the quiz in English today—which I hadn't studied for as much as I would
have liked, thanks to the distracting night calling. And then there was the fact that I hadn't been able to sleep
lately—that wasn't going to help my performance on the quiz, either. Of course, I knew that Simon would say that
I wouldn't need sleeping or studying in order to do well.
I felt a
sudden strange tug on my heart as I thought of Simon. Was there something wrong between the two of us? I had a feeling that there was—but what it
was exactly, I couldn't pin down.
I hurried
on to school, feeling my spirits sinking steadily.
As I neared
the fence that surrounded Elspeth's Grove High School, I spotted a
brown-skinned, black-haired girl sitting on a picnic table talking to a tall,
pale boy with brown hair that fell over his eyes.
I smiled
when I saw them, and the girl noticed me and waved. I was glad to see my friends Charisse and Branden. Somehow the sight of them made me feel as if
everything were back to normal. Surely
hallucinations couldn't exist in a place as normal as a schoolyard.
I hurried
to join them.
"Hey,
Charisse. Hey, Branden," I said.
"Happy
Monday," Branden replied gloomily.
"Welcome to the beginning of our prison sentence for the
week."
"Ignore
him, Katie," Charisse said.
"How was your weekend?"
"Pretty
good," I said, hoping Charisse wouldn't ask for details. "How was yours?"
"It
was—a weekend," Charisse replied, smiling. "Are you ready for the quiz in English?"
I glanced
at her sharply. Charisse's smile was
bright, but there was something distracted about her tone—it was almost as if
she wanted to avoid talking about the weekend as much as I did.
"Don't
remind me about the quiz," I said.
"I'm really not ready for it."
"Don't
worry, over-achiever," Charisse said.
"I'm sure you'll be fine."
Branden
groaned suddenly. "The quiz. I forgot all about it." He sighed and slung his backpack over his
shoulder. "I'd better get
going."
Charisse
looked up at him in surprise.
"What? Why? Why are you leaving?"
Branden was
rueful. "Katie may be able to get
by on a quiz without studying, but I can't.
I haven't even read the play yet.
I'm going to get some reading done—someplace where there are fewer
distractions. I can't study while
you're around, gorgeous."
Charisse
stood up to kiss him on the cheek.
"Okay. I'll see you in
first period."
Branden
kissed her on the forehead, and then loped away across the yard toward the
school.
"You
guys didn't talk about the quiz this weekend?" I asked.
"No,"
Charisse said. Her voice grew
dreamy. "We try not to deal with the
real world too much when we're together.
We were talking about other things."
"You
know, sometimes you two are horrifyingly cute together," I said.
"Some
people think you and Simon are pretty cute together, too," Charisse
replied.
I felt a
blush rise to my cheeks. "Simon
and I are friends, Charisse. Close
friends. But still friends. You know that."
"I
know he likes you. And I think you like
him, too. You just haven't admitted
that to yourself, Katie."
I felt
another strong tug on my heart and an even stronger desire to end this
particular line of conversation.
I made no
reply, and Charisse didn't pursue the topic any further.
She sat
down again, and I stood beside her silently.
After a
moment, I glanced at her face. The
preoccupation I'd noticed before was still there.
"Charisse,
is something wrong?"
Charisse
looked down at her hands.
"No. And that's the
problem."
I looked at
her, puzzled. "What do you
mean?"
"It's
my parents," she said.
"They've split up."
"What?"
I said. My shock was as great as if
Charisse had just thrown a glass of cold water in my face.
Charisse
sighed—the sound was more wistful than anything else. "They're getting a divorce, Katie."
"Are
you serious?"
"Of
course I'm serious."
"Oh,
Charisse," I said. "I'm so
sorry."
I sat down
next to her. "Are you okay?"
Charisse
gave me an odd little smile. "I'm
fine."
"What
happened?" I asked.
Charisse
sighed again and shrugged. "In a
way, it was nothing out of the ordinary—my parents have always argued a
lot. They're both stubborn—neither one
of them ever backs down. But you know
that already."
I
nodded. I did know that her parents
fought—but I'd had no idea that things had progressed to this point.
Charisse
continued. "So, after yet another
argument, my dad left last night. He
went to stay at a hotel until he can find an apartment. My mom and I are going to stay at the
house."
"I'm
sorry, Charisse," I said again.
"This must be killing you."
Charisse
looked up at the sky. "That's the
weird part—I'm okay with it. My parents
have been fighting my whole life, and I think they may actually be better off
apart. But people are supposed to be
devastated when their parents break up, and I'm not. I don't even want to talk about it, really. But I did want you to be the first to know
that it happened—you're my best friend."
I was
surprised by Charisse's attitude, and I didn't know how to respond. I cast about for a few moments, trying to
think of what to say.
"I
suppose you have a right to your feelings," I said at last, "whatever
they are."
Charisse
gave me a wan smile. "There's no
need to worry about me, Katie. I'm
completely fine with everything."
I glanced
around, once again at a loss for words, and I caught sight of a familiar blond
head pushing determinedly toward us through a crowd.
It was
Simon. His pale brows were drawn
together, and his expression was stormy.
Charisse
looked up at him as he approached.
"Wow. Simon does not look
happy. Did you guys have a fight or
something?"
"Of
course not," I said. "And you
know we're just friends."
I stood up
as Simon reached us. He glanced at
Charisse and gave her a tight-lipped smile.
"Hey."
He turned
to me and pushed his hands into the pockets of his jeans, hunching his
shoulders. "Can we talk? Alone?"
I glanced
uncertainly at Charisse. "Will you
be okay?"
Charisse
smiled. "Of course. Like I said, I'm all right with it all. I'll see you in English class."
Simon
waited with his head bowed while Charisse walked away.
When she
was gone, he raised his face to mine—he looked miserable.
"Simon?"
I prompted.
"It's
my brother, James," he said abruptly.
"He did something wrong last night. Really wrong. This
time, he's going to jail."
I was
startled. Simon's older brother had a
habit of getting into trouble, but this sounded extreme—even for him. "Jail?
You really think he's going to jail?"
Simon
nodded grimly. A muscle in his temple
worked as he clenched his jaw.
"It's bad. It's about as
bad as it can be. The cops came to the
house last night looking for him. My
parents ordered me to go to my room and stay there. I couldn't hear everything, but I heard enough."
Simon
stopped and looked over his shoulder.
Then he went on in a low voice.
"Somebody
robbed a liquor store last night and shot the cashier. The police think it was James."
Cold fear
washed over me. "He shot the
cashier? Did he—"
I stopped
suddenly. I didn't want to finish the
question. I was afraid of what the
answer might be.
Simon
smiled bitterly. "Did he kill the
cashier? No. The cashier is in the hospital in critical but stable
condition. They think he'll be okay. Which doesn't change the fact that James
shot somebody."
"You
said the police think it was James," I said.
Simon
nodded.
"But
they don't know for sure?"
"No—he's
gone missing. Nobody's been able to
question him."
"Then
we don't know it was James yet," I said.
"Maybe the police are onto the wrong person."
Simon
looked at me miserably. "Then why
didn't he come home last night? The
police don't know where he is. We
don't know where he is. Katie, if he's
innocent, where is he?"
"Don't
assume the worst just yet." I
tried to sound reassuring—it was all I could really do. "Maybe James just happened to be near
the liquor store at the wrong time.
Maybe he was afraid he'd be accused of being involved in the crime when
he really wasn't. With a record like
his, you can understand how he might get nervous and take off."
Simon
nodded, and I could see the taut lines of his face begin to relax.
I went on
in the same soothing tone. "James
has been trying hard lately to pull his life together. You and I have both seen how he's changed. Please wait till you hear his side of things
before you make up your mind."
Simon took
in a deep breath and let it out heavily.
His expression relaxed even more.
"You're right. James has
been doing better lately. Maybe it is
just a misunderstanding."
"Simon!" A shrill voice suddenly sounded in my ear,
startling me.
A girl was
wedging herself in between Simon and me, forcing both of us to step back to
give her room.
I soon
found myself staring at a dark, glossy ponytail.
"Hi,
Simon! How are you?" the girl
chattered happily. "Are we still
on for lunch today?"
I sighed
inwardly as I realized that I recognized the voice.
"Irina?"
I asked. "Is that you?"
The girl
spun around. It was, as I had
suspected, Irina Neverov. Her dark eyes
narrowed maliciously. "Oh, Katie! I didn't see you there. Simon and I have a few things to
discuss. Would you mind giving us some
time alone?" Irina flashed a
smile. "Thanks so much."
I wondered
as I had before how things had gotten to this point. Irina and I had been good friends once long ago, but now that we
were older, we had somehow become enemies.
And as far
as I could see, the animosity was all on her side.
Simon broke
in firmly. "I'll see you at lunch
like I said, Irina. Katie, would you
walk inside with me?"
"Sure,"
I said, glancing at Irina.
She was
glaring at me.
Simon took
my elbow and steered me across the yard and into the school. He didn't say anything, and I could see that
the tension in his jaw had returned.
The two of
us walked in silence until we reached my locker, and then I glanced up at
Simon's face. His expression had gone
impassive.
"Simon?"
I said. "I assumed you still
wanted to talk, but you haven't said a word."
"There's
nothing going on between Irina and me," Simon blurted out. "The two of us were assigned to be
partners for a science project—I didn't get to choose. We're going to meet today at lunch, and then
we'll meet after school for most of the week.
You have nothing to worry about—you're all that matters to me. You have to know that by now."
"Simon,
you don't owe me an explanation," I said.
"You have the right to be friends with anyone you want."
Simon's
face grew pained. "But Irina and I
aren't friends. That's what I'm trying
to tell you. We're having lunch
together because we're using the time to work on the project. That's all.
I should have told you earlier, but I know you and Irina don't get
along. I don't want you to think
there's anything in it. You believe me,
don't you?"
"Simon,
of course I believe you."
Simon
looked deeply relieved. "I'll make
it up to you, I promise."
"Simon,
you don't owe me anything," I said.
"It's okay if you want to have lunch with other people
sometimes."
"I
insist on making it up to you," Simon said, smiling and backing into the
crowd of students in the hall.
"I'll see you later, Katie."
I watched
Simon go. He'd been afraid I'd be
jealous—but even after I'd heard he was going to have lunch with another girl,
I'd felt no stab of envy.
I liked
Simon. I really did. But for me it was definitely a friendship.
All the
same, for some reason, I couldn't help but feel a twinge of regret.
By the time
I made it to second-period English, I was still thinking about Simon. As I walked in, I was so lost in thought
that I didn't realize at first that the room was buzzing about something. I reached my desk and was surprised to see
Irina sitting on it, holding court with her friends, Bryony and Annamaria.
"We're
meeting practically every day after school this week," Irina said in a
loud, clear voice. "Simon says
it's just for the project, but I actually think he has an ulterior motive. I think he's using the project as an excuse
to get to know me better."
Bryony and
Annamaria giggled.
Irina
darted a furtive glance at me.
"You know, when we're together, Simon can't take his eyes off
me. I would say he's working up the
courage to ask me out."
I glanced
around, and I realized that Irina was attracting the attention of the entire
class. People were whispering and
staring, and I got the uncomfortable feeling that everyone was eager to see if
an argument would break out.
Apparently
everyone else thought that Simon and I were a couple too.
"Excuse
me, Irina," I said. "You're
sitting on my desk. I wouldn't mind
sitting somewhere else, but you know how Mr. Del Gatto feels about his seating
chart."
Irina
blinked in surprise. That was clearly
not the reaction she'd expected.
Several
people in the class giggled.
Irina gave
me a bright smile. "Oh,
Katie. I didn't see you there. It's funny how you seem to be invisible
today."
There were
several more snickers, and Irina shot me a triumphant look.
I stood
where I was, staring at Irina steadily.
At first,
Irina returned my gaze defiantly, but as our staring contest stretched on,
Irina's gaze faltered, and a flush crept up under her olive coloring.
She slid
off my desk and walked away with the eyes of the class upon her. I sat down at my desk. With the spectacle over, the class lost
interest in us and went back to talking about other things.
A few
moments later, Mr. Del Gatto walked in.
Just as he was turning to close the door, Branden and Charisse scurried
into the room.
"Miss
Graebel, Mr. McKenna," Mr. Del Gatto said, "so good of you to join
us."
Branden and
Charisse mumbled their apologies and went to their seats.
"All
right, ladies and gentlemen, come to order, please," Mr. Del Gatto said.
The class
quieted down, and Mr. Del Gatto strode toward his desk at the front of the
room. He pulled out a stack of papers
and set them on the desk with a slap.
"Ladies
and gentlemen, I'm going to call roll, and then I'm going to pass out the quiz. Nothing on the quiz should be a surprise to
you. The topic is Lydia Grace's play, The
Maid and the Moon. We had a lecture
about it on Friday, and of course, you should have read the material—though I
have my doubts about whether or not you all have done so."
There was a
collective groan from the room.
"There's
no use in your complaining to me," Mr. Del Gatto said. "I gave you plenty of warning. Put away your books. You have a few moments to say your prayers
while I take attendance."
While Mr. Del
Gatto called out names, I took a quick mental inventory of what I knew about
the play. We were doing a unit on local
authors, and Lydia Grace was a local writer who had written a play dramatizing
the life of the founder of our town, Elspeth Quick. Elspeth had been born in the early eighteenth century in a small
community in New England. As a
teenager, she had been falsely accused of witchcraft and had fled south to
elude an angry mob bent on her destruction.
Her true love, Christian Miller, followed her and eventually caught up
with her. Following a thin thread of
silver moonlight, Elspeth guided them through the forest to a fresh spring that
ran through a grove of fruit trees. The
two of them spent the summer in the grove and waited out their pursuers. Eventually, they settled in for good, and a
town grew up around them.
Despite
Elspeth's eventual prosperity, however, rumors of witchcraft continued to cling
to her all of her life, and the grove where she and Christian had hidden was
said to be haunted—
My reverie
was broken when Mr. Del Gatto slapped a quiz facedown on my desk.
Before
long, everyone had a copy of the quiz, and Mr. Del Gatto moved back to the
front of the room.
"In
compensation for your great suffering today, after the quiz we will watch a
filmed version of the play. While
watching the film, the quick amongst you will realize which questions you
answered incorrectly. Those less
fortunate will watch in blissful ignorance, noticing nothing."
Mr. Del
Gatto glanced up at the clock above the door.
"Turn your quizzes over.
You have twenty-five minutes."
I flipped
the sheet over and scanned the questions quickly. I was relieved to see that there were no questions I couldn't
handle. I got to work.
Shortly
before time was called, I set my pencil down and leaned back in my chair, glad
to be finished.
No sooner
had I done so than I was seized by a sudden strong desire to put my head down
on the desk and go to sleep. My head
began to grow foggy—and I began to feel as if I were sinking—as if something
were pulling me down into unconsciousness.
"Time's
up!" Mr. Del Gatto shouted.
I shook my
head, trying to clear it.
Mr. Del
Gatto walked around the room, collecting the quizzes.
"I
expect to give my red pen quite a workout tonight."
Mr. Del
Gatto moved back to the front of the room and deposited the quiz papers on his
desk. Then he wheeled a TV and DVD
player out of a corner to the front of the room. He switched on the movie.
"Mr.
McKenna, would you do us the honor of switching off the lights?"
Branden
extinguished the lights, and the room was plunged into semi-gloom.
I propped
my chin on my hand and tried to ignore the unnatural feeling that was pulling
at me. I forced myself to concentrate
on the play.
As the
minutes passed, I began to feel better.
I watched the actors on the screen, and I felt myself being drawn into
the drama.
Just as I
was starting to relax, I spotted a dark shadow in one corner of the
screen. As I watched, the shadow began
to grow in size and move around the screen.
I wondered
if something was wrong with the TV.
I turned
and glanced around the room. All eyes
were facing forward, and all the faces around me appeared to be
untroubled. No one else seemed to have
noticed that anything was wrong with the picture.
I turned
back to the movie. The shadow continued
to move around the screen, growing darker and more distinct. I watched it, feeling a chill run through
me. Suddenly the shadow coalesced into
a clear shape. It was a man—the same
man I had seen looking over my shoulder in the mirror at home.
I bit my
lip to stop myself from crying out and jumped to my feet.
I stumbled
toward the door. "Mr. Del Gatto, I
don't feel very well."
"Go to
the bathroom, or to the nurse—wherever you need to go," Mr. Del Gatto
said, concerned. "Just take the
hall pass, so no one stops you."
I clutched
at the little block of wood that served as the hall pass, and I hurried out of
the room.
I ran until
I reached the nearest girls' bathroom.
Then I pushed the door open and stumbled inside, sinking to the floor in
a corner, out of sight of the mirrors.
I closed my
eyes, and the man's face rose again in my memory. There was no doubt in my mind that I had just seen him in the TV
screen. I had now seen him in three
different places.
I opened my
eyes and ran my fingers through my hair.
What was happening to me?
I leaned my
head back against the wall. Whatever it
was that was going on, I knew I couldn't tell anyone about it—everyone, GM
included—would think I was crazy.
I would
have to figure it out on my own.
Using the
wall for support, I climbed to my feet.
I eyed the row of mirrors and sinks in front of me warily.
I would
have to look.
I took a
few tentative steps toward the mirrors, and then I forced myself to move
quickly. I rushed forward and gripped
the edge of a sink for support.
I kept my
head down.
After a
moment, I raised my head and looked into the mirror. Only my own eyes stared back at me. I was alone in the smooth sheet of glass.
I breathed
in and out slowly and released my grip on the sink. I looked down at my hands.
I was
shaking.
I heard the
door to the bathroom creak open, and I spun around.
Irina
stalked into the bathroom, her eyes sweeping the room suspiciously.
"Katie,
are you in here? Mr. Del Gatto sent me
to find you. He says you're ill."
She sounded
like she didn't entirely believe it.
Irina
caught sight of me, and her eyes widened in surprise. "You're really pale, Katie.
Are you all right?"
My head was
swimming, but I gave her a reassuring smile.
"Yes, I think so."
Irina took
a step closer, scrutinizing my face.
"Are you sure? You don't
look so good."
I was
surprised to see genuine concern in Irina's dark eyes. "I'm not ill," I said. "I just had kind of a spell."
Irina
frowned. "What do you mean by a
'spell'?"
"I
don't know exactly," I admitted.
"But it's happened several times already."
"Maybe
you should see a doctor."
I ran a
hand across my forehead unsteadily.
"I think you may be right."
"Are
you well enough to go back to class?" Irina asked. "I can walk you to the nurse instead if
you're not up to it."
"I can
go back to class," I replied.
The two of
us walked out of the bathroom together.
As we made
our way back to class, I felt weak and unsure of my footing. Irina kept a watchful eye on me, as if she
feared I would collapse.
When we
reached the door to Mr. Del Gatto's class, I stopped and turned to Irina.
"Thanks
for looking out for me," I said.
Irina's
eyes narrowed warily, and she stiffened.
She opened the door and swept into the classroom without a word.
I followed
her rigid back into the room.
"How
are you feeling, Katie?" Mr. Del Gatto asked.
"I'm
okay now," I said—though I wasn't entirely sure that was true.
I did know
that I wouldn't be able to watch any more of the movie. I didn't want to see that strange man's face
again.
The room
was dark, and I could hear the actors on the TV speaking their lines. I hurried to my seat and covered my eyes
with my hands as surreptiously as I could.
I had no
idea what I was going to do.
Chapter 3.
At the end of class, someone tapped me on the shoulder.
I jumped.
I looked up
to see Charisse standing next to my desk.
The lights were on now.
"It's
okay, Katie. The movie has been turned
off." Charisse was staring at me
in concern. "Why did you have your
eyes covered? Are you all right?"
"I'm
okay." I began gathering up my
things quickly. "Let's just get
out of here."
"I can
take you home if you aren't feeling well," Charisse said. "You don't look so good right
now."
"No,
I'm fine," I replied.
We walked
out into the hall. Charisse was eyeing
me just as Irina had—as if I were in imminent danger of collapse.
I made an
effort to smile. "I'm better,
really."
"What
happened in the middle of the movie?" Charisse asked. "Why did you run out of class like
that?"
I knew I
couldn't tell Charisse that I was losing my mind. "I—I suddenly felt very ill. But luckily, it wore off."
I figured
it would be a good idea to change the subject—I didn't want to discuss the
weird things that were happening right now.
"So
where were you and Branden? It's not
like you guys to cut it so close. You
were almost late, and you know that's an automatic detention."
Charisse
smiled. "Branden and I had
something to discuss—something very important."
"About
the quiz?"
Charisse's
smile deepened. "No."
"Then
what was it?"
"I'll
tell you later. Right now, it's a
secret."
"Charisse!"
"I'll
tell you, I promise. I'm not trying to
be mysterious. It's just that I told
Branden I wouldn't tell anybody until we get everything ready."
"You
know you're only making me want to know even more."
Charisse
laughed. "The news will be worth
the wait, trust me."
We'd come
to a parting of the ways in hallway, and Charisse paused and looked at me
closely. "Are you sure you're
okay?"
"Yes,
I'm fine."
Charisse
continued to stare at me.
"Really,
Charisse," I said. "I'm
fine."
"All
right," Charisse said. "I'll
see you at lunch. If you still aren't
looking good then, I am definitely taking you home."
I spent the
next two classes avoiding glass or anything that could hold a reflection. By the time I made my way into the cafeteria
for lunch, I was still a little rattled, but I was feeling close to normal
again.
My head was
much clearer, and I could finally think straight.
I went
through the line, and I spotted Charisse and Branden at a table nearby. I began to walk toward them.
Someone
stepped into my path, and I looked up to see Simon.
He held up
a small envelope. "This is for
you."
I looked at
the envelope, puzzled.
"Thanks."
Simon
continued on his way toward a table where Irina sat waiting for him, beaming.
I went over
to join Charisse and Branden.
Charisse
looked up as I sat down. "I'm glad
to see you're looking better."
"I'm
definitely feeling better, thanks."
"So
what happened to you in English class?" Branden asked. "It looked like you were going to
explode."
Charisse
frowned and kicked him under the table.
"Hey,"
Branden said. "There's no need for
violence."
"There
is as long as you say silly things," Charisse replied.
Branden and
Charisse continued to argue good-naturedly, so I opened Simon's envelope,
knowing I wouldn't be observed.
I pulled
out a card with a big red heart on the front.
On the inside Simon had written, 'I'm thinking only of you.'
I glanced
up, looking for Simon. I spied his
table and discovered that he was already watching me. When I caught his eye, he smiled and waved.
I smiled
back. The card was really thoughtful
and so was Simon himself. I felt a rush
of affection for him.
I made it
through the rest of the day without any further disturbing visions, and I was
in a relatively good frame of mind as I walked home.
When I
reached the house GM was already there as usual—she ran her graphic design
business out of our home. But I didn't
say anything to her about my strange day at school—I knew she'd be horrified if
I told her I'd been seeing things that weren't there. Instead, I hurried up to my room.
I figured I
would try to do some research online.
I thought
back to the two strange visitors we'd had the other night—the ones GM had
chased off. I didn't really know who
they were or what it was they'd wanted with us, but they'd both been from Krov,
Russia, and they'd both talked about legends.
And both my mother and I had been born in Krov, and apparently both of
us had seen strange things.
Maybe I
could find out something about the visions—and maybe there was a way to stop
them from happening.
I searched
online, but all I found was frustration.
Not only was there nothing online about the legends or folklore of Krov,
there was nothing online about Krov at all.
It was as
if the town of Krov didn't exist.
I thought
back to what the man—Aleksandr—had said in the kitchen. He'd mentioned spirits, vampires, and
something called the Leshi. Searching
on spirits and vampires brought up thousands and thousands of results—more than
I could possibly sift through. I did
read some of them, but none of them seemed to be related to my situation.
Searching
on the Leshi simply told me that he was a Russian nature spirit—a green-haired
guardian of forests and animals who could change his appearance. Apparently when impersonating a human, the
Leshi had unusually bright eyes and wore his shoes on backwards. As Aleksandr had said, the Leshi seemed to
be a good fellow, but he didn't seem to have anything to do with me.
I did a
final search on visions, but that search had more results than I could
realistically go through, too. I read
through what felt like hundreds of entries without finding anything that
sounded like what was happening to me.
I decided
to give up on my research.
I sat back
in my chair and sighed. There really
didn't seem to be any information available on people from Krov who had
visions.
I began to
wonder—could I have imagined the visions?
Maybe I just needed to get some rest and things would get better.
I got
started on my homework, and then later that evening I went down to dinner.
GM didn't
seem to notice that anything was wrong with me, so I began to relax.
Maybe
everything was going to go back to normal.
Right after
dinner I received a text from Simon saying that James had returned home and
everything was fine—he would give me the details tomorrow.
I was very
deeply relieved.
As the
evening wore on, the night calling remained at bay, allowing me to concentrate
on my homework and finish it properly.
I went to
bed feeling more normal than I had in weeks.
In the
morning, I awoke with the alarm, and I felt a stab of nervousness as I
approached the bathroom. But no shadows
or strange men appeared in my mirror, and I was able to finish my morning
routine without anything unusual happening.
I thought
longingly that I could get used to that.
I was in a
cautiously good mood as I made my way to school, and as I entered the
schoolyard, I spotted Charisse and Branden at their usual picnic table. Charisse was sitting and Branden was
standing, and they were leaning their foreheads together with their hands
intertwined.
I decided
not to bother them—they didn't look like they were in the mood for
conversation.
I turned
away from them, looking for Simon. As I
did so, I was startled to spot someone who was familiar in exactly the wrong
way.
Just behind
a small group of students was the dark-haired, blue-eyed man.
It was the
man I had seen in the mirror.
In the
flesh he was taller and younger than he had appeared in the mirror—he was
actually only a year or two older than I was.
But his features were still set in harsh lines, and the look in his eyes
was still dangerous.
His gaze
met mine, and I saw anger flash in his eyes.
A stab of
fear ran through me, but I started toward him anyway.
Whoever he
was, I was going to find out what was going on.
"Katie!"
A familiar
voice called my name, and I turned to see Simon walking toward me, grinning.
I turned
back quickly and looked over the crowd.
The man
from the mirror was gone.
"Who
are you looking for?" Simon asked,
coming up to stand beside me.
"Uh,
no one," I said.
I glanced
back at the spot where the man had been standing. He was still nowhere to be seen.
Could I
have been hallucinating?
"So,
James is okay," Simon said.
I turned
back to him. He was still grinning and
didn't seem to have noticed that anything was wrong.
I pushed my
fears aside.
"I was
really happy to get your text last night," I said, making an effort to
appear normal. "James is really
all right?"
"Yeah." Simon sighed in relief. "It was a pretty weird set of
circumstances, but he made it home safely last night. And we know for a fact that he didn't shoot anybody. He's even back at school today. We rode in together."
"I'm
so glad to hear that, Simon. What
happened?"
"Well,
like I said, it was kind of weird. You
know Derek Finlay?"
"The
guy who takes all the photographs? He's
a senior?"
"Yeah,
that's the one. He and James are friends, and James went out with him on Sunday
to help with something called a 'mentored advanced project' that Derek has been
working on."
"So
James was out on the night of the liquor store robbery," I said.
"Yeah. James and Derek went out to the forest—to
that old fruit grove—to take some photos.
Supposedly, there's been some paranormal activity in the area. They wanted to see if they could photograph
something cool. You know the place—it's
the spot where they say that witch Elspeth hid before she founded the
town."
"Elspeth
wasn't a witch," I protested.
"That was narrow-minded superstition on the part of her
accusers."
Simon
smiled. "Okay, then—so she wasn't
a witch. Whatever she was, James and
Derek went to her original hiding place in the Old Grove. They found two men in the grove already, and
they were standing in front of a huge bonfire.
One of the guys was dressed pretty normally, but the other was wearing a
ton of furs—he even had a fur hood that covered his face. James and Derek watched the two men for a
few minutes, trying to figure out what to do about the fire. While they were watching, the guy in the
furs suddenly took off and ran into the woods, and then the other guy took off
after him. James and Derek chased
them—you know, trying to get them to come back and put out the fire. But they couldn't catch the guys, so they
went back to try to put out the fire themselves. And that's when the fire department showed up. Followed by the police."
"And
the police showed up just in time to get the wrong impression," I said.
Simon
smiled ruefully. "Exactly. A woman saw the fire and called the
police. And they caught James and Derek
with the fire and didn't believe them when they said they hadn't set it. So, the two of them stayed in a holding cell
overnight."
"Overnight?" I asked.
"They didn't call your parents or Derek's? They just let you guys worry?"
Simon
shrugged. "They're both eighteen,
and they were both embarrassed. They
didn't want anybody to know they'd been hauled in, so they didn't call
anyone. On Monday, the woman who
originally called the police came in and said they weren't the two she saw
start the fire. She described the normal
guy and the one in the furs. James and
Derek were free."
"In
that case James wasn't anywhere near the liquor store robbery Sunday
night," I said.
"Nope."
"Why
did they think it was James, then?"
"The
guy who shot the cashier was about the same height and weight as James and was
wearing a ski mask. And James had been
in there several times in the past trying to buy alcohol and had been turned
away for being underage. The last time
he was thrown out—which was some time ago—he'd gotten really angry and had made
threats. The cashier just kind of
guessed."
"That's
quite a guess," I said. "But
I don't understand—if the police had James in custody already for the fire, why
were they out looking for him in connection with the liquor store
robbery?"
"The
state police are the ones who arrested James and Derek in the forest—the forest
is a state landmark or something, so it's under their jurisdiction. The county police are the ones who were
called about the liquor store robbery.
So, it was two separate groups of police who were involved. And since the state police can vouch for
James's whereabouts, the county police know for a fact that he's
innocent."
"Wow—that
really is a weird set of circumstances," I said. "You and your parents must be so relieved."
Simon ran a
hand over his hair. "We are. Believe me.
Oh, and get this. There was a
break-in here at the school on Saturday night.
Someone broke into the main office and stole all of the permanent
records. Whoever did it broke into the
library, too, and stole all the yearbooks."
"Someone
stole all of the yearbooks?" I said.
"Who would want them? And
why didn't anybody tell us? I didn't
hear anything about the school being broken into."
"Yeah,
well, the school's trying to keep it quiet.
I only I heard about it because the police came by again last night to
question James about it. They didn't
have anything definite—they thought maybe he was trying to get rid of his
permanent record or something. Of
course, the records are all kept electronically, too, so nothing's really
gone. The paper stuff's just backup for
people who like things done the old-fashioned way."
I had to
shake my head. "This is starting
to get ridiculous. James is hardly the
only troublemaker in town."
Simon gave
me an injured look.
"Sorry,"
I said. "He's hardly the only
former troublemaker in town. Which
group of police came looking for him this time?"
"It
was county again. But Simon was with me
Saturday night. I was free since you
were busy."
I felt a
momentary twinge of regret, and Simon continued.
"James
and I went out for pizza, and then we came home and played a video game—Realms
of Night. We could even tell the
police exactly where we left off in the game.
Our parents were home, too."
"Then
James has a solid alibi for the Saturday and Sunday night robberies here in
Elspeth's Grove."
"Yeah,
we're all pretty grateful for that.
James has been doing so well lately that we don't want to see anything
knock him off track."
Just then
the first bell rang, warning us that it was time to head inside for homeroom.
I glanced
back at Charisse and Branden.
The two of
them remained as before, with foreheads touching and fingers intertwined. As far as I could tell, they hadn't moved at
all.
I turned
back to Simon. "I think we should
leave our two lovebirds over there alone.
I have a feeling they'll make it in on time somehow."
Simon
glanced at them, and then looked back at me.
There was a strange expression on his face.
"They
look happy," he said.
I felt
uncomfortable under his gaze.
"They do."
I looked
away and went inside with Simon following me.
We stopped
at my locker.
"I
still have to make it up to you for missing lunch yesterday," Simon said.
"Simon—"
I began.
"I
insist." He walked off, grinning.
I rested my
forehead against the cool metal of my locker and felt another twinge of
regret. I liked being with Simon. A lot.
But what I felt for him was warm and comfortable rather than
all-consuming.
It was
certainly nothing like what was going on between Branden and Charisse.
My mind
kept drifting back to Simon throughout homeroom and first period, and it wasn't
until I was on my way to second-period English that I remembered I had a
problem.
I paused
before the classroom door.
We were
scheduled to watch the second half of the Lydia Grace play today—we'd only made
it through the first half yesterday.
A flash of
panic ran through me. I didn't want to
see the strange man in the TV screen again—especially not after I'd
hallucinated seeing him out in the schoolyard today. What if I saw him again—what would I do?
I ordered
myself not to panic, no matter what happened.
I went into
the classroom.
I was
surprised to see a strange man sitting at Mr. Del Gatto's desk—but it was not
the one I'd feared seeing—the man at the desk was clearly a substitute. He was young and his hair was so sleek and
flattened with gel that it was hard to tell what color it was. He had a deep tan and wore a large,
ostentatious ring with a red stone in it.
Looking at
him, I felt my heart sink further. If
he was indeed a substitute for Mr. Del Gatto, not only were we going to finish
out the play—which wouldn't last the entire period—we might even start another
movie so that he wouldn't have to teach anything.
I wasn't
going to be free of the TV screen for the entire period.
As I sat
down at my desk, the sub looked up at me and flashed me a bright white
smile. I looked away. The man was giving off a decidedly oily
vibe.
I glanced
around the room. Charisse and Branden
hadn't arrived yet, and I figured that the two of them would come very close to
being late again. I wondered if the sub
was the forgiving type, or the kind who gave out detentions to let everybody
know they wouldn't get around him.
I glanced
over at him and found he was staring at me.
I quickly looked away again.
I became
very interested in the rest of the classroom.
Turning in
my seat I saw Irina standing by the door, making a show of talking to Bryony
and Annamaria, and playing with the silky white scarf that she wore. I thought for a moment that they might be
talking about me, but they glanced at the teacher's desk several times and
giggled. I realized that they were
actually interested in the sub.
For his
part, the sub was still looking at me.
I turned
back around in my seat, feeling his eyes on me, and I opened a book and hid
myself behind it.
I couldn't
wait for English class to be over.
Eventually
the bell rang, and the sub got up and closed the door. I glanced around quickly. Charisse had made it in on time, but Branden
hadn't. His seat was empty.
The sub
walked up to the board at the front of the room and wrote 'MR. HIGHTOWER,'
while his big red ring winked at the class.
Then he turned to face the room.
He smiled,
revealing his gleaming teeth.
"Folks,
as you can see, I'm Mr. Hightower. I'll
be subbing for Mr. Del Gatto for the next few days. He's going to be out for a little while."
I felt my
spirits sink. Mr. Del Gatto must be
really sick—and we were going to be stuck with the shiny new sub.
"Now,
unfortunately, I'm going to have to ask you to call me Mr. Hightower. School rules. But if you guys were in college, you could call me 'Tim.' And honestly, you guys look a lot more like
college students than high school kids to me."
An appreciative
murmur rippled through the class.
Mr.
Hightower continued. "Since you
guys are so sophisticated, I'm going to skip taking roll—they don't always take
it in college. And just so you know,
I'm likely to skip it tomorrow, too."
He winked at the class. "I
understand from Mr. Del Gatto's notes that you're finishing up watching a play
for the first part of class today. I
have to say, you're making it really easy on the new guy."
The class
laughed.
Mr.
Hightower wheeled the TV and DVD player to the front of the room in one swift
movement. Then he flicked them both on
and glided to the back of the room to turn out the lights.
I braced
myself for what I might see in the screen.
I could
feel my heart pounding as the movie resumed, and the actors recited their
lines.
I waited,
on edge, and watched. But no shadow
appeared, and there were no faces that did not belong.
As time
passed, I began to relax. Before I knew
it, the play was over, and Mr. Hightower had turned the lights on again.
I blinked
in the sudden brightness and took a deep breath. I hadn't seen a single thing in the TV screen that shouldn't have
been there.
I was
unbelievably relieved.
Mr.
Hightower returned to the front of the room and addressed the class. "Folks, we still have some time
remaining together, but I have no specific instructions for the rest of this
class. So, I propose that we make the
rest of the period a free period. But
you guys have to promise to keep the noise level down to a dull roar."
A ripple of
laughter ran through the class.
I got out
my Social Studies book and began to read—I had a feeling we wouldn't be doing
much work in English class for the next few days.
At long
last the bell rang, and I jumped up and swept my stuff into my backpack.
Mr. Hightower's
voice rose above the clamor of the class as everyone began to file out.
"Katie
Wickliff, can I see you for a moment?"
I
froze. The last thing I wanted to do
was talk to the unctuous Mr. Hightower.
I pulled on my backpack, fixed a polite smile on my face, and approached
his desk.
"You
wanted to see me, Mr. Hightower?"
Mr.
Hightower gave me another of his gleaming smiles. "You look worried, Katie—don't be. I wanted to tell you something good. Mr. Del Gatto told me that you're one of his favorite
students."
Inwardly, I
doubted it. If Mr. Del Gatto were sick
enough that he was going to be out for several days, I didn't think his
students would be on his mind much.
Mr.
Hightower went on. "You're one of
his favorite students because you're one of his best." He leaned forward and rested his elbows on
the desk, lowering his voice confidentially.
"In fact, he said you're one of his best ever. Since we'll have a few days without Mr. Del
Gatto, how would you like to do some extra credit?"
I eyed the
man in front of me carefully. His voice
was friendly, flattering, but there was something watchful about him.
"What
kind of extra credit?" I asked.
Mr.
Hightower turned the big ring on his finger in a complete revolution. I watched as the red stone disappeared from
view and then made its reappearance.
"You
live with your grandmother, right?" Mr. Hightower said.
I nodded,
but the question made me feel uneasy.
"GM
Rost?" he said.
I nodded
again. I really didn't want to answer
his questions—and nodding was easier than speaking.
"Well,
everyone knows your lovely grandmother is from Russia. Since your class is doing a unit on local
writers and stories, why don't you ask her if there are any old stories from
her hometown that she remembers. You could
write an essay on that. Does that sound
like fun?"
Mr.
Hightower was staring at me steadily.
I was
growing more uncomfortable by the second.
"I don't think so, Mr. Hightower."
Mr.
Hightower nodded and smiled—this time concealing his dazzling teeth. "A great student like you must have a
pretty packed schedule. Let me know if
you change your mind. The offer's open
all week."
I nodded
again, and Mr. Hightower unleashed his brilliant grin. "I always like to encourage the
brightest students."
I turned to
go, and I could see Charisse waiting for me by my desk. Irina was standing just behind her, glaring
at me.
As I walked
toward Charisse, Irina sailed past me, flinging her scarf over her shoulder.
"Oh,
Mr. Hightower," Irina said.
"I have a question for you."
"Shoot,
kiddo," he replied amiably.
"What
did Mr. Hightower want?" Charisse asked as I reached her.
"Let's
just get out of here," I said, moving toward the door. Charisse followed.
Feeling
someone's eyes on me, I glanced over my shoulder.
Mr.
Hightower was watching me as he listened to Irina.
I walked
faster.
As we moved
out into the hall, Charisse touched my arm.
"Katie, you look really freaked out. What happened with Mr. Hightower?"
Now that we
were out with the chattering mass of students, I began to feel a little
silly. "Nothing really. Mr. Hightower just offered me some extra
credit work. He just seems—a little
creepy to me."
Charisse
giggled. "He is a little
over-gelled, isn't he?" She tapped
me on the shoulder. "Why did he
offer you extra credit? Why not
me? I'm the one who could use it."
"I
don't know. It was weird," I
replied. Suddenly, I drew in my breath
sharply. "Charisse, how did Mr.
Hightower know my name? I've never seen
him before in my life. How did he even
know who I was?"
Charisse
blinked in surprise. "What do you
mean, how did he know? He's a
teacher. You're a student in his class. Of course he knows who you are."
My
uneasiness was growing. "But Mr.
Hightower never called roll. He said we
were too cool for it or something—so he doesn't know who any of us are. He also said Mr. Del Gatto told him what a
great student I am."
"That
must be how he knew you, then."
I shook my
head. "Can you imagine Mr. Del
Gatto bragging about any of us?"
"Not really,
no," Charisse said.
I went on
in a rush. "And Mr. Hightower knew
I lived with my grandmother."
"A lot
of people know that," Charisse said.
"Maybe he knows her. Maybe
she told him about you."
"Maybe. I don't know. Somehow I can't picture the two of them being friends."
Charisse
gave me a concerned look. "What is
it that worries you about Mr. Hightower?"
I
sighed. Maybe I was just tired from
seeing strange men all over the place.
"I'm not sure. It's
probably nothing—things have just been weird lately. Sorry I've been rambling on about this."
I took a
deep breath and pushed my uneasiness away.
"So, how are you doing? I
didn't get a chance to talk to you this morning. And when are you going to tell me what your big secret is?"
Charisse
gave me a conspirator's smile.
"I'll tell you tomorrow. I
promise. Branden and I will be ready
for everyone to know by then."
I glanced
around. "Speaking of Branden,
where is he? I haven't seen either one
of you without the other in ages."
Charisse
grinned. "Branden had to see a guy
about a thing."
I
nodded. "Very enlightening. I must say, so far you've been good at
keeping your secret. But then, you've
always been good at keeping secrets."
Charisse
seemed pleased. "Thank you."
I gave her
a serious look. "That may not
always be a good thing."
"Katie,
there is no way you are tricking me into giving away my secret early. It'll be worth the wait."
"That's
not what I'm getting at," I said.
"I'm worried about you. You
haven't breathed another word about your parents' divorce since you first
mentioned it. And it must have been
brewing for some time—and you never brought it up until the whole thing
errupted."
Charisse
laughed. "Is that all? You really had me worried for a moment. My parents have always argued—you know
that."
"But
Charisse, things must have escalated to cause the break-up of a nearly
twenty-year marriage."
"Honestly,
Katie, I've been expecting this my whole life.
And I'm okay with the divorce. I
did think it was weird that I reacted so well at first, but I realized that's
just the way I am. I accept things and
move on."
As I looked
at her, Charisse's eyes softened into sympathy. "I can understand how hard family things must be for
you. You barely had any time to spend
with your parents before they died.
Divorce probably reminds you of that loss. It's not so bad for me, Katie.
Besides, I've got it covered."
Something
about her tone caught my attention.
"What do you mean, you've got it covered?" I asked.
Charisse stopped
at the hallway that led to her class and smiled.
"I've
got to run or I'll be late. Everything
will be fine—better than fine. You'll
see."
She walked
off, and I stood staring after her.
Something wasn't right about the way Charisse was acting.
She glanced
back at me.
"Katie!"
she shouted. "I know what I'm
doing!"
I watched
her disappear into the crowd.
I wasn't so
sure that she did.
Chapter 4.
As I got ready for school the next morning, I was feeling
very strange. I hadn't been bothered by
the night calling at all on the previous evening, and I had been able to sleep
without trouble again. And once again,
I had not seen anyone in the mirror who shouldn't have been there.
All the
same, I felt like something was wrong.
GM was in a
good mood at breakfast and talked enthusiastically about a new project she was
working on. She'd been
uncharacteristically subdued since we'd had our visitors on Sunday night, and I
was happy to see her acting more like herself.
I left the
house and walked to school, avoiding the mirror on GM's car on the way out,
just in case. The air was crisp, but
not too cold, and I couldn't help admiring the red and gold leaves that still
clung to the trees. Out in the fresh
air everything seemed bright and new.
Maybe today
would be a good day.
At school,
I spotted Charisse and Branden at their usual picnic table. This time they were both sitting on the
table, holding hands and smiling at one another. Simon was standing nearby.
As I walked
toward them, Simon broke into a grin.
He looked so happy that I felt a now-familiar wave of regret wash over
me.
I was happy
to see Simon—but I wasn't quite as happy to see him as he was to see me.
"Hey,
Katie," he said as I walked up to him.
"Hey,"
I said. I glanced over at Charisse and
Branden, who were now whispering to each other. It was clear there would be no conversation from them this
morning.
I supposed
I would have to wait till later to find out what Charisse's big secret was.
I turned
back to Simon. "So, how was everything
at home last night? The police didn't
come by looking for James again, did they?"
"Luckily,
no. It was pretty quiet."
He paused
and gave me a serious look. "And
how are you? Lately, you've seemed
different—kind of faraway. But today
you seem a bit more like yourself."
I looked
down at my feet. I hadn't realized that
Simon had noticed my strange moods—and I certainly couldn't explain what was
wrong.
I could
hardly tell him that I'd been seeing people who weren't there and feeling the
night calling to me.
I had to
wonder then—was that all it was that was creating the distance between Simon
and me? Was it just my temporary
insanity?
Maybe I
actually liked him better than I realized.
I looked at
Simon closely. "I didn't mean to
be distant," I said. "I've
just been feeling strange lately. But
I'm better now."
Simon's
brow creased with concern. "Were
you sick?"
"No,"
I said. "I just a funny feeling I
couldn't shake off."
"You're
sure you weren't sick?" Simon said.
Simon
sounded so concerned that I couldn't help smiling a little. "I'm sure."
"You
weren't worried about Irina and me and the fact that I've been meeting up with
her for our project, were you?"
"No."
Simon
smiled then, too. "I'm glad you're
better."
He glanced
over at Charisse and Branden.
"It's kind of cold out here, and I doubt those two will miss us if
we leave. Do you want to go
inside? I think the Future Business
Owner's Association is running a coffee and tea cart. Maybe we could get something to drink."
"Sounds
good," I said.
Simon and I
walked toward the school, and I glanced over at him. It felt good to be walking beside him without any awkwardness
between us, and I should have felt like things were back to normal. But my uneasiness from earlier in the morning
suddenly returned to me all in a rush.
Why did I
feel like something was terribly wrong?
Simon and I
went into the school and soon located the coffee and tea cart. As we waited in line, I started to feel too
warm, and I took off my coat and draped it over my arm. We were almost at the head of the line when
the guy ahead of us turned to leave and tripped, sending coffee flying all
over.
I looked
down and watched as several dark brown spots bloomed on my cream-colored
sweater and began to spread out.
"Are
you okay?" Simon asked.
"You're not burned, are you?"
"No,
I'm fine," I said. "Are you
okay?"
"Yeah,
it's all on my coat. No harm
done."
I glanced
down ruefully. "I'd better go
rinse these stains out before they set in.
I'll see you at lunch."
I hurried
to the nearest girls' bathroom. The
room appeared to be empty, and I briefly considered taking off my sweater so
I'd have an easier time getting at the stains.
I
double-checked all the stalls—I was, in fact, alone in the bathroom.
But it
occurred to me that someone could come in at any moment, so I decided to keep
my sweater on and just do the best I could.
I tore off
several paper towels from the dispenser on the wall and went to a sink. I turned on the tap and began to blot at the
stains on my sleeve. To my relief, the
stains began to fade.
I was just
starting to work on the stain on my collar when I heard a click from the
door. The door was hidden by a tiled
wall, so I couldn't see who had come in.
I was
definitely glad I hadn't taken off my sweater now.
I looked
up, but no one came around the wall, and I figured I must have imagined the
sound. I realized that the bathroom
door didn't click anyway—it creaked—so it probably wasn't the door. I turned back to the stain on my collar.
It suddenly
flashed into my mind that there was a lock on the bathroom door—a
crescent-shaped tab at the top of the door.
It occurred to me that the lock would probably make a sound like the
click I'd heard. But I shrugged the
thought off—who would want to lock the door to the girls' bathroom?
I leaned
toward the mirror and continued to dab at my collar. As I did so, I caught a flicker of movement out of the corner of
my eye. I looked up into the mirror and
saw the dark-haired, blue-eyed man from my earlier hallucinations standing
behind me once again.
I turned
around.
This time,
he didn't disappear.
I felt a
flash of panic. The strange man I kept
seeing in mirrors was actually standing in front of me now. He was staring at me steadily—and I could
see anger—even hatred—burning in his eyes.
And yet, he
was strangely beautiful. There was
something perfect about the shape of his face and the long, lean lines of his
body.
Behind me,
the water kept running in the sink. For
a long moment there was no other sound in the room.
"Who
are you?" the man asked at last.
His voice was harsh, and he had an accent I couldn't quite place.
"Are
you real?" I asked.
The man
moved closer in one swift movement. His
face was only inches from mine.
I began to
feel light-headed. Was I hallucinating
all of this?
"Who
are you?" he demanded.
I could
feel the warmth from his body, and I reached out a hand to touch his shoulder.
"You
feel solid enough," I said. He did
indeed feel solid, and I found I was reluctant to move my hand.
So I wasn't
hallucinating—somehow an image in a mirror had become real.
"How
did you get out?" I asked.
Puzzlement
flickered in his eyes. "How did I
get out of what?"
"Out
of the mirror," I said.
"That's where I first saw you."
The man's
anger returned. "How do you know
that woman Galina Golovnin?"
"Galina
Golovnin?" I said. "Is that
the woman who came to my house on Sunday?
Is that her full name?"
There was
more confusion in the man's eyes, but he pressed on, leaning even closer.
"What
do you know of Gleb Mstislav?"
I caught at
the name. "Mstislav. Galina mentioned a Mstislav mansion. She said the lights were on—she seemed to
think there was some kind of danger.
Does Gleb Mstislav have something to do with that?"
The man's
eyes ranged over my face. "You
really don't know, do you?"
"Know
what?" I said.
The man
stared at me for a moment. Then he
backed up a few steps and turned to go.
"Wait!"
I said. "Are you a student
here? How will I find you again?"
The man
stopped and looked at me.
"I’m
sorry if I scared you," he said.
"You should forget you saw me."
He turned
away again.
"Wait!"
I said, feeling panic rising in me.
"If you know something about Galina and this Gleb Mstislav, then I
need to talk to you."
"No,"
he said sharply.
"I
need to talk to you," I repeated.
"It's
better if you don't."
"But
what if I genuinely have to?" I said in a rush. "What if the danger that Galina hinted at actually
happens? What if I need to talk to you
then?"
Something
flickered in the man's eyes that I couldn't quite read.
"What
is your name?" he asked.
"Katie
Wickliff," I replied.
"Finally
you answer a question," the man said, a small smile quirking at one corner
of his mouth. "If you need to talk
to me say 'Katie Wickliff summons you.'
If you do that, I will find you."
The man
turned and disappeared around the wall, and I heard the lock on the door click
again. I hurried after him, rushing
around the tiled wall and running out into the hall. I looked both ways through the crowd of students.
The man
from the mirror had vanished.
I glanced
back at the door to the girls' bathroom.
Something that wasn't quite right had been tugging at my mind, and as I
looked at the door, I realized what it was.
The lock was on the outside of the door—it was designed to keep
people out, not lock them in. There was
no way the strange man I'd just encountered could have locked the door once he
was inside the room. And if he'd locked
it from the outside, then he wouldn't have been able to get in.
So—how had
the door come to be locked?
I went to
homeroom in a bit of a daze.
By first
period I had begun to have doubts. Had
I really spoken to the man from the mirror, or were my hallucinations getting
stronger? But then I remembered the
feel of his shoulder under my fingers.
He was definitely real.
So who was
he? And how did he know about the
visitors we'd had on Sunday night?
No matter
what was going on, I knew that I couldn't tell anyone that I'd seen an
imaginary man come to life.
I knew that
no one would believe me.
As I walked
into second-period English, I noticed that Bryony and Annamaria were standing
listlessly by Irina's desk. I figured
that Irina must be out. Without their
leader, the two of them didn't seem to know what to do with themselves.
Mr.
Hightower was still subbing, but after giving me an over-bright smile and
greeting me warmly, he didn't notice me again.
Instead, he skipped role, as he had hinted he might yesterday, and gave
the class a free period. I had plenty
of work to do for my other classes, so I kept busy until the end of the
period. I was so deeply engrossed in my
work that I was startled when the bell rang.
As everyone
started filing out, Charisse came up to my desk, smiling. "Hi."
I looked up
at her. "You're cheerful
today."
"I
have good reason to be."
I stood up
and swept my books into my backpack.
"Does your good mood have something to do with your big
secret?"
"It
does."
I slipped
my backpack on. "Does that mean
you're going to tell me what it is now?"
Charisse
moved toward the door. "Not
yet."
I hurried
after her. "Charisse!"
She looked
at me over her shoulder.
"What?"
I caught up
to her, and the two of us filed out into the busy hallway.
"Charisse,
you promised," I said.
She giggled.
"I know. I will tell you,
but just a little later. It's so
crowded now. And it'll be crowded at
lunch, too. I want to tell you when
it's just you and me. Let's make an
appointment to meet at the picnic table after school."
"Charisse,
I can't believe you're dragging this out."
"Please,
Katie. This is really important to
me. And I have a question to ask you
afterward, so you should prepare yourself."
"All
right," I said. "I'll do the
best I can to prepare myself without actually knowing what this is about."
"It's
nearly the end—I promise," Charisse said.
"So how are you doing? I
haven't heard much about what's going on with you lately."
I looked
away. I wanted to tell Charisse what
was going on, but I knew I couldn't. I
cast around for something to say.
Charisse
seemed to notice my discomfort.
"Do you still think Mr. Hightower is creepy?"
Charisse
was wrong about what was troubling me, but I was thankful for the diversion.
"I
don't know," I said. "Maybe
'creepy' is too a strong word. I'm just
a little uncomfortable with how hard he tries to make people like him. And why doesn't he ever call roll? It's like he's encouraging people to
cut. I doubt if he even noticed that
Irina wasn't in English class today."
Charisse
blinked in surprise. "Do you think
Irina was cutting class? She's almost
as much of a bookworm as you are."
"I
don't think she cut," I said.
"But what if something happened to her or to someone else? What if it was important to know whether or
not a student was in class? I'm
convinced he doesn't know the names of most of the people in there."
Charisse
shrugged. "Maybe he just wants to
make his time as a sub as easy as possible."
"Maybe,"
I replied. "I just don't think
he's doing us any good."
"Don't
despair," Charisse said. "Mr.
Del Gatto will be back soon, and then you can bask in his sarcasm once
again."
She
stopped. "Well, this is my
hallway. I'll see you at lunch."
As Charisse
walked away, I found myself looking over the crowd for the man from the mirror. I both hoped—and feared—to see him again.
The strange
man and the light-headed feeling he'd given me were still on my mind when I
went to the cafeteria for lunch. I
spotted Simon sitting at a table alone, and I made an effort to focus on the
real world in front of me.
I couldn't
let myself get lost in dreams—no matter how intoxicating those dreams might be.
After I
went through the line, I sat down next to Simon and glanced around. "Where's our favorite couple? This is the first time I've beaten them to
lunch in ages."
"They're
being mysterious again."
"So,
you noticed that about them, too?"
"Yeah,"
Simon said. "Branden said he had
something to tell me today."
I looked at
him sharply. "Charisse said the
same thing to me. Do you have any idea
what it is?"
"No." Simon looked down at his tray and stabbed at
some lettuce. Then he looked up at
me. "They aren't my favorite couple,
you know."
I met his
gaze. "No?"
"No,"
Simon replied firmly. "We
are."
He went on
in a rush. "Katie, I want to make
it up to you for my spending so much time with Irina this week. Would you like to go see a movie this
Saturday? I really miss spending time
with you."
As Simon
said the words, I felt a strange tug on my heart—as if something were pulling
me away from him. I was suddenly
irritated with all of the strange things that had been happening to me
lately—especially with the weird feeling that kept pushing me away from
Simon. I'd known him forever, and he
was a good friend. Why shouldn't I
spend time with him?
I smiled at
him. "I'd like that."
Simon's
answering smile made me feel good.
A moment
later, a backpack hit the table with a resounding thud, causing our trays to
jump.
"Now,
who are the googly-eyed lovebirds?"
I looked up
to see Branden grinning down at us.
With one big hand, he pushed his backpack out of the way and slid his
tray into place. Then he sat down
heavily.
Charisse
sat down next to him.
"So
glad you could join us today," Simon said.
"We
had business to attend to," Branden replied loftily.
"So,
how have you been, Simon?" Charisse asked. "I feel like I haven't seen you much lately."
Simon
feigned shock. "I can't believe
you're actually talking to me. Don't
you and McKenna want to spend the entire lunch period staring soulfully into
one another's eyes?"
"Very
funny," Charisse said.
"Actually,
we have a lot to talk about today," Branden said.
Charisse
kicked him under the table. "Don't
tell them. I promised Katie I would
tell her when it was just the two of us."
"What?"
Branden protested. "I was just
going to tell them the news about Mr. Del Gatto."
"What's
that about Mr. Del Gatto?" I asked.
Branden
leaned forward. "The story is that
he's missing."
I was
startled. "What do you mean
'missing'?"
"I
mean nobody knows where he is," Branden replied. "Travis Ballenski told me—his dad is a cop. It turns out that Mr. Del Gatto's neighbor,
Mrs. Hannity, called the police after there was a lot of crashing and screaming
over at his house the other night. The
police went out and found that the back door had been pulled off its hinges,
and Mr. Del Gatto was nowhere in the house.
The police have been looking for him since then, but they haven't found
him yet."
A chill ran
through me. "When did this
happen?"
"Monday
night," Branden said.
"Was
it a home invasion or something like that?" Simon asked.
Branden
shook his head. "No one knows
exactly. But the cops don't think
so. Nothing seems to have been
taken—but Mr. Del Gatto lived alone, so there isn't anyone who can say for sure
if anything is gone."
"What
happened with the door?" Simon asked.
"Do the police know how it got pulled off its hinges?"
"Nope,"
Branden replied. "They have no
ideas. No evidence."
I felt a
strange sense of dread settle over me.
The conversation continued on around me, but I was lost in my own
thoughts.
I was
worried about Mr. Del Gatto—and then I remembered that the school had called in
a sub. They had obviously known that
Mr. Del Gatto would be out. I figured
that Branden must have gotten a hold of a wild rumor—Mr. Del Gatto was probably
okay.
All the
same, I was still uneasy.
My
uneasiness stayed with me for the rest of the day, but I managed to shake it
off as my final class drew to a close.
I had my
appointment with Charisse.
When the
final bell rang, I hurried out to the picnic table. Charisse was sitting there, already waiting for me, and she
jumped up to hug me.
"Oh,
Katie! I'm so happy!"
I stepped
back from the embrace and looked at her, surprised. "I'm happy to see you, too."
"I
really never thought this could happen!" Charisse continued, holding onto
my arms and spinning me around. "I
hadn't really planned to do this, and yet it's so right!"
"Does
this mean that you’re finally going to tell me what your big secret is?" I
asked.
Charisse
stopped spinning and stared at me incredulously. "Can't you guess? I
thought it was obvious. I was sure you
would figure it out long before I got the chance to tell you."
"Charisse!"
I cried in frustration. "I have no
idea what you're talking about. Just
tell me."
"Katie,
what have I always wanted to be?"
"An
actress," I said.
"Yes!"
Charisse cried. "I'm moving to New
York. I'm going to follow my dreams and
become an actress."
I was
stunned. "What?"
Charisse
laughed. "I know! Isn't it wonderful?"
"I
don't understand," I said.
"Is one of your parents moving to New York now that they're
separated?"
"No,"
Charisse said. "It's just me. At least at first. Branden will follow me later."
"You
mean you're running away from home?" I said.
"No,
of course not. I'm just moving on to
the next phase in my life."
"Charisse,
are you crazy?"
Charisse's
face fell. "You aren't happy for
me?"
"Well,
no."
Charisse
looked wounded. "I was going to
ask you if you wanted to come with me.
You probably couldn't come right away, but eventually you could move up,
too, and you could share our apartment."
"You
want me to move with you to New York?"
I couldn't believe what I was hearing.
"Charisse, you're only sixteen.
No one will rent you an apartment.
And you don't have a job."
"I
know," Charisse replied.
"That's why Branden and I have been so busy lately. We had to arrange to get fake IDs and fake
birth certificates—the birth certificates are just in case. Branden knows some people in New York who
need a roommate right now. So, I'll go
up first and move in as the new roommate—I won't have to be on the lease or
anything. And I have enough money in
the bank from my parents to cover my share of the rent for the first few months. And then I'll get a job as a waitress and
start going out on auditions. Once I'm
established, Branden will come up to join me.
We don't have the IDs or the birth certificates yet, but we'll have them
soon."
"Charisse,
are you crazy?"
Charisse
was beginning to grow angry. "You
already said that."
"Charisse,
you're buying forged documents? Where
are you getting them from?"
"Everybody
has a fake ID, Katie," Charisse snapped.
"It's not a big deal. And
I'm certainly not going to tell you who our contacts are. Not if you're going to take this kind of an
attitude."
"So
that's why you've been late to classes and to lunch," I said. I sat down on the bench by the picnic table.
Charisse
stared at me. "You're acting like
we're criminals."
"Charisse,
you can't run away from home," I said.
"Do you know what happens to runaways?"
"I'm not
running away." Charisse shook her
head, blinking back tears. "You're
my best friend. You were supposed to be
happy for me. This wasn't how this was
supposed to go at all."
"Charisse,
I'm sorry," I said. "But I
can't think of this plan as anything but a mistake."
"People
a lot younger than me are successful actresses," Charisse said
frostily. "If anything I'm wasting
my time hanging out around here."
I shook my head. "Oh, Charisse, this is not right."
Charisse
bristled. "Why? You don't believe that Branden and I know
what we're doing? I'm following my
dreams, and Branden is going to support me in any way he can. No offense, Katie, but you don't know
anything about having a successful relationship, and we know all about it. We can make this work."
"Successful
relationships," I said slowly.
"So that's what this is all about?
You think you can make up for your parents' failed marriage by running
away from it?"
"Don't
be ridiculous," Charisse snapped.
"You have no idea what you're talking about."
"I
remember now," I said. "When
I asked you about the divorce yesterday, you said you were taking care of
it. Is this what you meant by taking
care of it?"
"Katie!"
Charisse cried. "This is
unbelievable. How dare you try to
psychoanalyze me?"
"Charisse,
please just listen," I said. "You know I'm your best friend. What you're talking about doing will hurt
your parents. It will hurt Branden's
parents. You can't do this."
The tears
that had threatened earlier now began to stream from Charisse's eyes. "I thought you were my best
friend in the whole world. And I thought
that you would always support me. But
now I see how wrong I was. I can't
believe you're ruining this for me."
Charisse
turned and ran off.
I stood up
and took a few steps after her, but I soon stopped. I realized that going after her would do no good.
Charisse
was no mood to listen.
I sat back
down on the bench.
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